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it was like something you'd see in a movie. its amazing and peaceful. God creates extraordinary things!

Bones is awesome.
Paramore is awesome.
Rolla is going to be awesome.

Everything is awesome.

and exciting.
best three day weekend ever.

well, for now.

S3 of Bones is the best yet.
especially the latest eppi.
it makes me so happy.

and Paramore.
is freaking amazing.
i cant stop listening to them.
and i just watched them live on MTV2.
my dad actually told me that they were on tv.
best song is crushcrushcrush.
download it.
its great, really!
i promise.
and brighter. and misery business. and emergency. and pressure.
and all we know is falling. and hallejuah. <--idk how to spell that.
and and.
what else.


i love sushi.

that was random but idc.
hmm.
i think im gonna go to bed.
the end.

and im happy. im happy that school is over until august. im happy that guard camp is coming soon. im happy that its sunny outside. and im happy that the computer is working quite fast today.
im not happy. im not happy that the 3rd season of Bones isnt coming until september. im not happy that i have to wait until september 11th to purchase the S2 DVD.
but i am happy. im happy that a repeat of Bones is airing tonight. im happy that its better than nothing.

today is very sunny.
and i am very tan.
yes.

the Sabres won.
which is good.
im very happy.
yes.

im hungry.
and my dad is grilling.
woohoo.
yes.

im getting my own computer.
so i dont have to use my dads.
im glad.
yes.

today is a good day.
=]]]

soo.
em.
clinics started today.
yep.
i kinda wished that more people were going to come.
but i guess that i dont get everything i want.
but it would have been good for the whole guard.
oh well.
but summer is coming.
and theres going to be more spinning.
and hurting myself with the stupid rifle.
and saber.
stupid stupid saber.
i hate you saber.
forever.
and ever.

anyways.
today its like totally warm and sunny outside.
which is a first in like a week.
i missed the warm weather.
ughh.
im tired.
and my grade card should be here.
hmm? i wonder where it is?
i want my money!
yeah!


lalalallaa.


i have a really bad headache.
ouchhh.
i love medicine! =]
with all my heart.
it fixes everything that hurts.
but i think thats what its suppose to do.
lalalaaa.


ok.

well.

the end for today. =]

it hurts really bad.
my hand.
i hurt it.
outside.
while i attempted to practice my rifle.
(colorguard rifle).
and i now realize(after i almost damaged a nerve)
that i should spin my rifle when its cold outside.
ouchhhh.
and.
to top everything off.
i broke a nail.
after growing them back out after winter guard season.
stupid stupid stupid.
im sooo stupid.
oh well.
i would have had to cut my nails anyways.
clinics are tomorrow.
but it would have been less painful.
ouchhh.
it hurts to type.
and yet im still typing.
im soo stupid.
ouchhh.

anywaysss.
im so tired.
and this week is going to be soo busy.
but.
BONES is one this week.
YEAH.
the best thing ever!
mhm.
haha.
im soo obsessed.
which reminds me.
i should type a fanfic.
b/c i feel like im on withdrawl.
lalalaa.
three more days.
thats it.
yeah.
mhmm.
lalalaa.
it should stop 'lalalaa-ing'.
its kinda getting to me already.
well.
the end for today. =]

because the weatherman is an idiot.
yes, an idiot.
he said it was suppose to rain today.
but i have been outside today.
and their aren't any clouds in sight.
and the sun is shining.
and i got a pretty nice tan too.

so thank you.
idiotic weatherman.
for being an idiot today.
it means a lot to me.

so excuse me.
as i head outside.
and darken my tan.
adios.

is usually a day when i jump up and down saying 'woohoo!!!'

but.
its definatly NOT like that today.
right now.
its raining.
and i here the thunder.
and i see the lightning.

but.
theres no sun.
no sunshine.

which means today sucks.

now im stuck inside with NOTHING to do.
im bored.

and i think that im going to go eat some ice cream.
yummmm.

hopefully the rain wont ruin my weekend.
hopefully.

but knowing me,
its probably going to rain ALL weekend.

hmm..

soo.
what to do to make the best out of a crappy friday??

umm.

eat ice cream.
computer.
talk to friends.
eat.
eat.
eat.
hmm, what else?
probably watch S1 episodes of Bones.
might as well watch the WHOLE first season then.

yeah.
well.
that didnt take tooo long to plan.

the end.

gotten in trouble for having fun?

hmm.

well. i have.
and i think it was absurd.
it made no sense as to why i got in trouble.
along with my best friend of course.

well.
we were just having fun in the commons.
and there was paint and plates.
i mean.
there is no way that it would be a 'clean' project.
and we were using our hands!!

its just so confusing.
i mean,
idk how people can be soo boring.
we didnt mean to get it on the floor.
and we even cleaned it up.
and yet we get
'you're so immature, and useless.'
i mean. wtf.
its hand painting.

i sorry that im not a perfect 'hand-painter'.
pshh. who is??


anyways.
this prolly doesnt make any sense to you all.
but if you were there, and you dont live a boring life.
then i think you would have understood.

Bored.
so bored that im watching TLC.
usually i dont even watch that much tv.
but lately..
its different.

i still cant get the creepy stalker out of my head.
i mean, he even stalks my brain.
if that makes any sense at all.

haha.
im soo bored that im listening to celine dion.
not that i dont like her.
i think she has a nice voice.
but, i havent listened to her in like forever.
like years.

and to make things worse.
im listening to 'my heart will go on'
oh, doesnt it just brighten the mood.
=[

nope.
not brightening my mood.
it just saddens it.
jeez, im such a lame-o.


...ok, so that songs over.
now im listening to breath by breaking benjamin.
now this song just makes me depressed.

hmm.
what was something that happened today that made me happy?

..

oh yeah! i almost forgot.
i was at walmart.
and i opened the tv guide magazine.

and there it was.
an article of BONES.

it was very exciting.
it made my day.
and plus it made me even more excited for wednesdays episode.
oh jeez.
now i sound like this obsessive freak.

oh well
i dont even care what people think.

i dont know whats wrong with me.
but lately i just feel so out of it.
its weird.
but its been like this for like the past 3 months or so.
i hope its a phase.
hopefully.

the last thing that i want to do is to see a therapist.

oh jeez.

they scare me.
a lot.

hmm.

i feel dizzy.
light headed.
man, im tired.
i think thats what the problem is.
and the weather.
the weather sucked today.
real bad.
i hate rain and clouds.
but at least it was sorta warm today.
in the sixties.

yeah.
i shouldnt be complaining.

im such a complainer.
and this is a really long entry.

i think im writing this because im life is soo boring that there is just nothing else to do.

man, i gotta find something to do tomorrow.

hmm.

but what?

maybe i'll go running with my sister.

maybe.


nah.

i hate running.

but i do need the exercise.

omg.
i totally forgot that im on spring break.
wow.
thats so sad.
im not even doing anything special.

i cant even tan because the weather is suppose to suck all week.
this sucks.
everything sucks.


the end for today.

had a creepy guy stalk you?
i have.
and its not fun.
its kinda scary actually.
i mean, why me?
why a creepy guy, and not a hot guy?
wait.
why do i have to even be stalked.
why cant guys just be normal.
well.
im not saying that all guys aren't normal.
just most of the people that happen to like me.
is it just me?
or does this happen to everybody.
lately i dont know what to think.
it just really bothers me.

is..

rainy.

more blah than wow.

actually, no wow.

im very bored.

and tired.

thank God for computers and the internet.